Saturday, August 14, 2004 @ Saturday, August 14, 2004
+The First Conversation+
One thing led to another. From looking to smiling and from smiling to talking. We talked. We finally talked. Been waiting for 5 years and finally we talked. *grins*
It all started like a greeting. We just said hi and now, we're like asking where each other's going and all. *beams* He was like "Where you going?" and I'd be like "Uh... School." We bade each other goodbye and then I smiled like and idiot.
Could it be? Am I falling for him? Ever since the day he smiled, I can't seem to get him out of my head! Whoa... Drama man. *blush* But no. Don't think so. I mean, I saw him with a girl the other day at PS. The thing was that they didn't hold hands. Hmmm...
Anyways, am NOT looking for a boyfriend right now. After one heartbreaking experience, don't think am ready for a new one. Besides, you won't DIE if you don't have one right? "Just live life as normal..." Owen once said to me. Hehehe...
I wonder how people can move on so fast and like someone immeadietly. Don't you find it weird? If you love someone but somehow you have to let go... Don't you think it'll take a very long time to get over him or her? Let the feelings subside and all?
Well, it's my opinion in a way. Sorry to those who got offended about what I say. Just live life to the fullest right now and who knows... The one might be waiting out there for me. I just have to look for him. *Grins*
I'm coming... Mere jaan... Hahaha!
Wednesday, August 11, 2004 @ Wednesday, August 11, 2004
+Jerk+
The terms "Leopard Never Change Its Spots" is so true. Got to know this one guy. Can't believe I considered him as my friend. The first time I met him, thought he's a cool and psychotic guy. You know, sort of the one who's great to hang out with. Yeah. He's cool.
But humans are not perfect. Like him, he's not perfect. Sometimes he can be a pain in the ass. But being a pain in the ass all the time is such a turn off. He thinks he's always right. Everyone has to listen to him. Insult people like hell. And he thinks everyone likes him. Kiss my ass la.
Last semester was the most irritating time of my life when we were doing assignment. God save him. He wasn't only the pain in my ass but eventually to the rest of my classmates as well. He kept whining all the way and ask for help like a helpless monkey. Then when someone joke around, he was pissed. WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU ARE?!
Well, too bad for him. Ever since that day, none of the people I'm close to actually talk to him. He was sort of being outcasted. Maybe that will wake him up. Maybe he will wake up and change for once.
Guess I was wrong. He never change. He still thinks he's the greatest. That his opinion is always right. Whatever he say is true and that everyone should agree with him. SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
Who the hell are you to judge me? It's your problem if you don't like me. You think EVRYONE likes you? Who the hell are you to say I don't have many 'girlfriends'? Well, for your information, I'm not a flirt like you! I don't flirt around with people of the opposite sex when I'm attached like you are NOW!
No offense, you're NOT good-looking, NOT nice, NOT cool, NOT likeable among most of us, NOT smart and A FUCKING RACISTS!
PS:
ROT IN HELL YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!!
Tuesday, August 10, 2004 @ Tuesday, August 10, 2004
+All Smiles+
Is it true that enemies can be best of friends? Or lovers? That even lovers can be enemies as well? I don't know... I don't know what made me think of that. But something happened to me yesterday and it's extremely awkward for me and maybe for him as well. *grins*
It's weird. It's been almost 5 years he's been living in that house next to mine. Almost everyday he passed by my house. Every year I visited his house for Hari Raya and whenever he came upon me, he'll look at me with his 'evil-ish' stare before he walked away. After 5 years, finally he smiled at me. *sighs*
What's wrong with him? What's gotten into him? Why did he suddenly smile at me? Or maybe, was I dreaming? I can't believe that one of the most good-looking guy I've ever met actually smiled at me! *smacks face*
And what's wrong with me? I can't believe that I actually smiled back at him. I thought I hate him. I thought I can't stand him. That everytime I see the sight of him, how I wish I was never born. But yesterday changed me.
Was it his eyes? Was it his vibes? Was it his mood? Was it him? Was it a coincidence? Was it me? Was it my mood? Or maybe was it time? I don't know but having him smiling at me was an
EXTREME shock to me.
Things happen. Maybe he smiled in order to be nice. Well, we're neighbours anyway. No harm done right? *winks winks*
Things Happen...
