Monday, September 13, 2004 @ Monday, September 13, 2004
As It Seems
Been very busy with assignments and personal life that she didn't have the time to update. Besides, nothing exciting has been happening to Miss Aisha's minor life. Ha!Everything is still the same. Nothing has changed. But things are getting better as day goes by. Hopefully.
Been through downs rather than ups for the past few days and for the very first time in Miss Aisha's minor life, she had a nervous breakdown. She has never felt so depressed in her life. She cried for so many days that one day, her eyes became dry. The feeling she had was worse than getting her heart broken.
Killing herself, quitting school, running away from home. She thought of those three. All the time. Killing herself, cos' she can't bear the pain. Quitting school, cos' she can't cope with her studies. Running away from home, cos' she can't seem to make both her parents happy no matter how hard she tried.
But, she changed her mind. Sort of. Why? Due to close friends. They talked some sense into her thick skull not to do those things. They told her not to give up in anything she does and pretty much this is not the end. Yet. They were right. Then she realise how precious her friends are to her. They were there for a listening ear. They were there for support. There were there for her. All the time.
As it seems, life for Miss Aisha has been improving. Sort of. Thanks to her friends.
Was hoping that you care for me as much as I do for you, but I was wrong.
