Friday, May 06, 2005 @ Friday, May 06, 2005
Celebration
A belated to Suprise since it's her birthday on 3rd May.
Happy Birthday girl...I hope I can make it for her birthday celebration. I just need some cash and consent from my mom. If she says no, then I think I can go kill myself. Why? Cos' life has been so boring for me. I wonder how a boring person is able to live his or her life so boringly.
Will you guys laugh at me if I say I'm on a diet? No? Hahaha.. Tell me about it man but it's so unfortunately true. I'm beginning to eat less and not eating at night. I tend to eat a lot of fruits nowadays especially bananas. Am I like having fetish for... Let's not talk about that! However, pray for me that I can stay this way till the end of the year and who knows, I might look different after that.
Somehow, I was happy yesterday. For those who knows, just pray for me. For those who doesn't, well, I'll get back to you. I hope it will happen cos' I sort of have been waiting for this moment to come. =) I know my sis will probably kill me when she reads this (you kow who you are) cos' I always deny this fact.
I know this entry is kind of short. Maybe cos' I'm too happy to write anything. I don't think words can describe the feeling.
Next week, huh?
Sunday, May 01, 2005 @ Sunday, May 01, 2005
The TRIP
Just got back from a short trip to Malacca. I'm dead beat. Sad to say, I never enjoy any bit of it. I VOWED not to go any trip with my relatives. I mean it.
It was a last minute thingy but you know, since you're the freaking only child and have no rights to choose whether to go or not to go, you just had to. My mom was trying hard to convince me that I'm going to enjoy my self there but she's trying too hard.
I thought everything was ok until, one person just ruin it all. One of my aunts. GOD. Having her there is like a total pain in your ass and ears and sight! The depth of me being pissed with her is up to the extend where I would want to a big cup of hot tea and just threw at her face and tell her to shut the fuck up!
Throughout the whole journey, the only damn thing that she could only think about is food and so much for her, lecturing us about dieting where she's like the mother of food lovers! Oh, not forgetting, she's the one who only chooses the food we should eat! Who the hell she think she is?! The best part? She ordered the food and she commented that her cooking is better. Well, why don't you just put your foot in your mouth damn it!
Besides food, when we buy some stuffs for ourselves or for other people, she has to give her point of view. What the hell is wrong with my mom buying my nanny; who looked after me for 10 years a bag? Is it like against the Singapore rules? She told my mom to buy my nanny food instead. Well guess what, she's not like you who looooooooves food and only thinks about food! It's my mom's money and it's her freaking problem on how she should spend it!
There wasn't a single compliment that could be heard from her throughout the whole trip. Something isn't always right! For me, not a single moment that I could enjoy it with peace and comfort. Not even in the hotel room cos' my freaking aunt would just barge in like it's nobody business and talk loudly as she can as if my whole family is freaking deaf! Maybe my dad's right. We shouldn;t have come!
My mom told me that it's mean of me to think this way cos' she's an elder. Trust me, even my mom can't stand her sometimes. So I think to myself. Maybe I should come up with some rules and show to my freaking aunt before she decides to follow us for a trip.
So much for a trip. Enjoyable trip my ass!
Do whatever you want to do, just don't...
