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Friday, May 20, 2005 @ Friday, May 20, 2005

Folks

Don't you just hate it when your folks just scold you for no reason? I simply can't stand it. It just makes me think that I can't do anything cos' if I do that specific thing, I'll get scold. Being the only child SUCKS. If you guys think that being the only child is heaven, think again. You guys are wrong; so so so wrong. Why? Cos' if anything goes wrong, they'll put the blame on you. Trust me.

One thing I notice that if I do something good, my mom won't scream at me but if I forgot to do that something good, she'll scream at me saying that I have a bad habit. Urgh! Like switching off the toilet light. If I switch it off after using, she won't say a thing. But I forgot, she scolds me like there's no tomorrow. Like HELLO!

I simply don't get both my folks these days. I don't know what the hell they want from me! Whatever I did that parents should be proud of is simply not enough. Everytime they lecture me, and I'm so stupid enough not to talk back simply make things worse. If I don't have anything to say after lecture, they say "Don't keep it inside your heart, let it out". But if I have something to say giving my opinion, they'll resent and you have no choice but to listen to them. Well, might as well don't ask me to let it out in the first place!

I've done everything I possibly can as a daughter. Pass my modules, do housework, go market, pay my own bills, not asking for too much stuffs or money, respect them... What more do they want? Sometimes I pretended to be deaf but it doesn't work. I can't stand it already. After all that has happened, it's like they regret having me as their daughter.

Enough said. I've told everything that has been kept inside my heart these days.

Ice cream on Wednesday? We'll see..
Monday, May 16, 2005 @ Monday, May 16, 2005

I hate ME

Want to know the state I'm in right now?

Hatred. Disappointed. Naive. Afraid. Stupid. Dumb. Bonkers. Depressed.

I'm on the verge of losing myself. I'm sorry.

Sometimes people are just not satisfied...
Sometimes people don't appreciate...

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