Thursday, August 25, 2005 @ Thursday, August 25, 2005
It's all been done
I kind of feel guilty when I didn't go to work yesterday. It was suppose to be my 2nd day of work and like I'm suppose to give a good impression to my manager as an example of malay people but then I decided to give it a miss at the last minute. Not that I didn't want to go on purpose, but it's all due to one thing we all have in common; VIVA. I was basically staring at my program and wondered what the hell I was going to say.
Nonetheless, it's all over now. I feel so at peace. YAHOO!
So now, I can concentrate on something else like my sandwich making job. Honestly, the first day of working kind of suck. There were shortage of workers and we trainees had to start making sandwiches already. I barely know what's on the menu and I have to make them! I almost broke down cos' I panicked but then in time, it was all right.
Thanks to my cousin and her husband who came to pay me a visit and also to Manika, Hakim and gang for dropping by as well. I didn't know I have quite a number of supporters.
I decided not to go for the Australia trip. I know I was damn excited of going there but then time wouldn't allow it. My cousin's graduation is at the end of September and by the time I go there and enjoy, another new semester will begin. Besides, she'll be returning Singapore late and if we do, I'll miss a few days of school which I don't intend to.
However, some things do make me smile. A great big genuine smile. =)
Glad with everything..
Sunday, August 21, 2005 @ Sunday, August 21, 2005
Back off
For once, just for once. I need a day of total silence from my parents; where they won't call you or harass you for no freaking reason, is simply impossible.
Finally I got a chance to go Johor with only my cousins. The day was great. Shopping at City Square non-stop and definitely the total silence of annoying voices from irritating folks. I bought two bermudas, pair of shoes and a green shirt. It was splendid.
But then, it all had to come to an end.
I smsed her telling her I reached Singapore already. So pretty much I thought she already knew and also since I can't call her I have to sms her and it's already like 950 pm. Calling the house after 930 pm is a no-no. Cos' it's just going to irritate her beloved husband.
So the moment I reached home, she started naggin about how worried she was and after she ends her nag, she said I can't go Johor with my cousins anymore. Great. Damn great. You know, it seems that I can't get to do anything I want, in peace without having her to be a pain in my neck!
I'm 20 years old; will be and I'm still treated like a 10 year old. What's the use of having a fancy hand phone like the black sliding Samsung when you don't make use of it? And if you don't make use of it, why buy it? Oh, and the only time I can go Johor is with my relatives? Whom I can't stand sometimes? WHAT A THRILL!
Enough said. I can't think anymore. I don't know what to do to make anyone happy anymore. And the person whom you think can make you happy simply turns you off. How delightful.
I kind of expect more from you.. But what the heck, you don't seem to give a damn.
