Friday, November 11, 2005 @ Friday, November 11, 2005
Perplexed
Two weeks of school has passed. Everything is still the same; back to the same old routine. But the only thing that's different is the circle of friends in your class right now. The moment you enter your class, it's all different faces you see. No more the old psychos there. Sometimes I do miss them but I'm getting use to it.
I haven't been to Subway ever since school re-opens. I wonder how it is there now. Will either Zul, Jaya and Razali be there when I start working? I sure hope so. I really do miss working with them. Probably I'll start working next week. But will I ever cope with both school and work at the same time? I don't know. We'll just have to see won't we?
Have you guys ever experience something so confusing that you even cry just thinking about it? I do. And it's killing me. And then sometimes you have this strong feeling about something so right that you forsee how it's going to be but at the same time you're just scared that it won't go your way? I do.
Why does it have to be now? Why does it have to be so difficult to figure out? Just tell me why...
Please don't do this to me.. Please.
