Friday, November 25, 2005 @ Friday, November 25, 2005
Should I? Or shouldn't I?
It's the time of the month again. NO. I'm not talking about period or pms. I'm talking about school work.
Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, it's not that I don't pay attention in class, it's just that I don't understand what has been taught! Morever QLA and IMGT. OH MY GOD! Me, Manika, Jo, Hakim and Sze Wei would just sit and stare at Chua Theng Kiat's overgrown tummy while he yacks all the way. I need to catch up on things cos' months later, it's goodbye Ngee Ann and hello real world!
Close peeps are coming over on Sunday and probably after that, we'd be heading for shisah baby! Not that I smoke shisah but for those who have been forcing me to go just for the sake of going and not smoking, I obliged. Heh!
I've been very quite lately. I don't know. Maybe it's cos' I've been thinking. Thinking about things. Thinking about possibilities. Thinking about outcomes. Thinking about my life. Thinking about... Well, it doesn't matter anymore does it? Why? Cos' I can't do it. I don't think I can. Maybe I don't dare to do it, but even if I did, I just don't want to know. I don't want to know.
I'm sorry.
I'm too tired to even think!
