Monday, July 24, 2006 @ Monday, July 24, 2006
LOSER
If you think that being an only child is a blessing, think again. Well, it might be a blessing if you come from a fucking rich family but not in my case. Sometimes you feel that your existence is such a waste of time. Why? It's the look. That detestable look on their faces whenever they look at you.
"Why? What did I do wrong? What more do you want? Can't you just be happy of what you have now? What do you want me to do?"
You always wonder. You always tend to ask why they're always not satisfied. Then comes the answer to that question. 'Because you're the only child. Your parents have high expectations on you. You're their only HOPE.' Great. That's just great.
Does it ever occur to you that it's actually too much for an only child to handle that? Does it ever occur to you that sometimes by being the only hope means in other word, a burden to their parents? Does it ever occur to you that we're not PERFECT? And does it ever occur to you that we need ENCOURAGEMENT from parents in order to suceed and realise our dreams?
I do envy those whose parents give encouragement in whatever they do. That will actually boost some confidence in them in order to excel. Unlike me.
Enough said. I give up. Whatever.
Not all smiles are genuine.
