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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @ Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Mystery

There are some mysteries that are left unsolved. There are some mysteries that are meant to be solved. But in my case, the mysteries are solved unintentionally. And that mystery left a deep, deep cut in my heart.

It just happened. It took me awhile to get everything in my head. It took me awhile to get the REAL picture right. How could I be so stupid? How could I be so blind? How could I be so ignorant?

Moreover the evidence was just right in front of my eyes; every single day of my life. I was so oblivious to the simplest things she said and only now I realise it. Now I know why. Now I know why things are the way they are now. Now I know why I can never make it all go away.

Finally I got the picture. Finally I've unraveled the mystery. Finally I know, that after all this time, she wished that she gave birth to a baby boy. That was her dream but that dream didn't happen. Instead she gave birth to a baby girl; ME. And that shattered her dream.

Is this the reason why I'm depressed? Maybe. And maybe I shouldn't have been born afterall.

That pretty much sums it up. BOY.

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