Monday, November 20, 2006 @ Monday, November 20, 2006
Giving myself time
It's a great feeling to be sick.
It makes you realise that life is actually short; too short for all sorts of complaints. Too short to do nothing. Too short to waste time. Too short to appreciate Allah's creations. That's what I've learnt anyway.
At the same time, it is also good for losing weight. Because when you're sick, you always intend to have NO mood to eat. All those great looking food seems like crap. It's even greater when you're sick and experiencing depression at the same time. Weight will decrease even more.
So thank you god, for making me sick. For making me realise what I've missed out so far(I still have yet to have a proper clubbing experience). For making me realise that I am special in each and every way.
I'm giving myself time to grow up. To see the world. To see all sorts of imperfections. What you gain, is someone's loss and what you lose is someone's gain. Doesn't mean you're good at something means you have to be good at everything. It doesn't make you a failure. We live to learn. Right? I don't see anything wrong about that.
Like they always say, Life Is Indeed Beautiful.
Maybe life's not too short for you to not appreciate what's around you.