Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ Sunday, December 31, 2006
Hard love?
I appreciate what he did for me. The presents, the treats, the gaze he has given me. I appreciate his well-known feelings for me.
But what I don't appreciate is his stubborn-ness. I don't appreciate his obsession with me. I don't appreciate him having high hopes being with me.
There are just some things you can't force. Things like love. The more you pressurize me, the more I pull myself away from you.
I need time to think. I need time to be away from your attention. Leave me alone.
Just don't make me hate you.