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Monday, February 12, 2007 @ Monday, February 12, 2007

Trust

I never knew.

I never knew he couldn't sleep at night. I never knew he kept it all to himself. I never knew he was suffering all along; alone.

How could I be so blind? How could I have not read the signs? How could I have not seen it coming? How could I have not known better?

After all this time, I was mad at him for such stupid reasons whereas he was facing hell at the other side. Frustration, disappointment, hurt. I bet those 3 actions ran through his heart.

Why didn't you just tell me? Why won't you let me know? Why won't you let me be your punching bag like you always do? Am I not a friend? Or am I a friend whom you don't trust; or never trusted?

We're so close but yet so far apart. It hurts.

But I guess I just have to balme on myself.

I'm dumb.

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