Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ Saturday, April 14, 2007
Seeking Happiness
I admit. I'm vulnerable. I admit. I give in easily. I admit. I like making people happy. And I've found out that it's my weakness. It's my weakness to put everyone else before me.
What did I get in return in order to be nice? Nothing. Ok, maybe pain and disappointment. But I don't think it's fair. I don't think that making people happy and getting hurt in return is fair. I simply feel under-appreciated. It's under-appreciated cos' I don't think I'm asking for much in return. As simple as that.
It's just a crazy world. Why? Cos' we don't appreciate it when people makes us happy. We don't feel guilty when we're in the wrong. And then we miss them once they're gone.
You'll be surprise if such people still exists. Maybe even right under our noses.
Note-to-self: Get your happiness back. You need it.