Thursday, July 05, 2007 @ Thursday, July 05, 2007
Back To Black
He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black
We only said good-bye with words I died a hundred times
You go back to her And I go back to....
I go back to us
I love you muchIt's not enough
You love blow and I love puff
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Heck!
You know, I think I'm the most dumbest girl ever lived. I never learn my mistakes twice. It happened again unfortunately.
I thought I'll never experience this way anymore. But it did. I keep telling myself that it's none of my business. I keep telling myself that it's not worth pondering over. Somehow I just felt deceived especially when I figured it out by putting the pieces of the puzzle together. Know how it feels like being stabbed deep in the back and then slashed it over and over again? Ditto.
What's worse that everything seems like a facade. Mocking me.
Forget it. It's my fault. I let the emotion get to me.
"Just go to hell and get the fuck out of my life."Those are simply the things that I've been wanting to say to a certain someone.
Note-to-self: If you have something to say, say it. Don't be afraid.
