Monday, March 31, 2008 @ Monday, March 31, 2008
AmnesiaFor as long as I live, I've never been to the beach with a that special someone just to chill. Until recently. =) I must say, it's the most soothing and romantic thing ever even though we just sat by the shore, looked out at the sea and ate crackers.

...and that's what we did for hours. We were just so bored and broke and didn't know what to do so the beach was our last resort. And it was worth it.
Sometimes it just makes me wonder. Lately, I've been facing issues with work and parents being such a pain as they grow older. I honestly want to be alone, a moment for myself with no distractions and just ultimate silence. But he... He came barging in and makes it all go away; like I've never had issues before.
He's just wonderful. Too wonderful in fact and makes me wonder if I truly deserve it.
I love you but... I don't know if I deserve you.