Today is unlike any other day. I terribly, horribly, dreadfully miss him. It's not like I never miss him before but today's missing seemed unbearable. So unbearable that I cried silently in my room.

Initially was supposed to go out with Begs but she had a last minute problem and can't escape. On his side he had to stay in school to finish up his homework. I on the other hand had nothing better to do than sulk. Today's off-day was a let-down.

As days passes by, it seems that my emotional attachment to him is increasing despite his constant lame-ness, huge teeth and "manja" rants. But most importantly, beneath all that, is the man who made me smile like there's no end to it. The man who loves me unconditionally. The man who made me think that he could be the one.

Yes people. I'm telling the whole world right now. I love my man. No, wait. I love Kamzarizam. Yes indeed, I love Kamzarizam. No doubt about that.