Why would you apologise when you're the one not in the wrong? You've done so many things to make me happy. You tried so hard at every situation to prevent sadness in my life. And yet you apologise to me for thinking that you've hurt me.

Yes, I admit. I was hurt. I was hurt cos' you didn't tell me what was really going on. You didn't tell me that you're facing many problems. You didn't make me understand what you're going through. I'm also upset, cos' you suffered alone. I'm upset, cos' I didn't know it sooner.

When you told me, I freaked out. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know the real reason behind your decision. Instead of obliging to your request on the spot, I started bombarding questions at you, thus pressurising you even more and made you say things you're not sure about. You're confused, and so was I.

Syukur alhamdulillah (thank god) I have great friends with me, advising me, encouraging me to be strong. If it weren't for them, I would've gone insane. Trust me when I say that.

I lacked in many things, but you make up for it. You open up my eyes. You told me, not to give up in anything I do. And I'm certainly not giving up on you. I'm certainly not giving up on us.

Memories are like histories. We remember them. We built many memories together. But I don't want just memories, I want the future too. I want to build the future with you.

I know I shouldn't sms you, I know I shouldn't call you. I know you need space to think right now. But the only way I could tell you how I really feel, is through this blog and that is if you're reading it too.

No one said life was easy. It's full of challenges. And I want to be that person to go through the challenge with you.