It's just a wonder, that you think you know that person very well; inside out but you actually don't. What hurts even more is that you didn't see it coming from that person. And suddenly all your hopes just shattered right in front of your eyes.

I know that I shouldn't have high hopes for something badly but, it's the things that happened and suddenly you have this faith and all this dreams and goals and hope just comes up. You can't help it but to want those hopes to come true.

True, my heart shredded into pieces. But, this is life. It's unfair. And, maybe there's something to it for me. Maybe it was some kind of a sign; some might say. I'm just hoping for the best and continue living my life where I've left off.

Like I said, maybe there's a reason this happened. Maybe there's a reason why Allah let us meet. He has thought me so many things in life. He has opened up my eyes. He changed me into a better person. But too bad he can never be mine anymore.

Being the vulnerable me, I forgave him, as I would to anyone. We humans have the right to choose the path to happiness and he has chosen his. There's nothing I can do about it but agree to it.

I won't deny that the love I have for him is still there. I won't deny that I miss him. But I need time for those feelings to subside and hope, that 1 day I can be friends with him again.

Thank you.