2010

Gosh. I'm already 24 freaking years old & by the end of this year I'll be 25. 25. 25!

Holy shit. Is it me or do I feel so freaking old? Friends & relatives are already married with kids or at least engage & even attached. I on the other hand have been single for almost a year. Damn. Time passed by so fast.

It's been bugging me that my mom keeps on hinting that she wants a grandchild fast. I mean, does she even consider my current situation or even the family's situation? I just don't think it's the right time to do so. I'm in my mid 20's but still there're so many things I've yet to fulfil. I'm not at all happy with my current job. I mean, I'm not happy. Really.

I don't deny I have great friends that are so supporitive. Great friends are hard to come by. But I do envy them for having to achieve so much in life. Sighs.

First things' first, I seriously need to shed more weight. 10 more kg & that's it. It's going to be a whole new beginning after that. I really have to focus till June (deadline) & I'm going to make Uncle proud. =) I mean, after shedding 10 kg a few months back, another 10 kg won't be a problem right?